Stolen Heart

Miss. who-has-my-heart,

I was lost in I-can-never-fall-in-love world. I never even intended to come out. But there you were standing outside with a smile and all those little things you probably don’t even care about pulled me. You pulled me so hard that if I ever fall back again, there’s no way coming out.

There are ways people fall in love. Some fall in love watching them sleep or listening to them talk. I remember that night, I was wide awake and you were half asleep. You had cold and I fell for that sneezing, shivering girl struggling with the handkerchief in her hand. Probably that’s what makes this feeling special, you fall for the weirdest of ways and in weird ways.

There’s nothing extraordinary about me or my love for you. I am just another crazy, madly in love, forever daydreaming and fantasizing kind of boy. This is no movie and I know for sure that happy endings are never promised. I can’t be as dedicated as Ross Geller and you can’t be as perfect as Rachel Green but I know for sure that I can be your lobster and even it will be okay if you don’t get these references.

I always imagine you and me sitting on a rooftop at 3 am in the morning with red wine and being high on those poems I keep reciting while looking at your lips move. There’s nothing extraordinary I expect, nor I want it to be. Besides, love is everything un-filmy. You and me, holding hands under the dining table while the family is around or cooking pasta together in the kitchen while our playlist keeps us busy with Ed Shreen’s songs are the only little moments I expect.

This letter took me seven songs, three nights and many conversations to write it.

So, if you are here, reading this and trying to figure it all out and getting ready to fire me with 200 questions, I want you to know that all my answers are YOU.

Love,
Mr. Who-have-lost-his-heart

It's Okay...

It`s okay if you aren`t with someone.
It`s okay to watch movie alone.
to go out and eat alone.
you don`t need anybody.

you are whole.
you are universe contained within you.
you have stars inside of you.

it`s okay. it really is.

don`t let anyone tell you otherwise

The Curious one...

Ask me about her, and I will tell you that she had always been the curious type, the one who had to know everything, simple was never good enough for her, she longed for extraordinary.

She had always been a complete paradox, she longed for love, while she was scared to get too close to someone. She was never attracted to materialistic things, you could gift her a bunch of books, and she would be grateful to you forever.

No, she was not the 'perfect-date' type, she would rather go on an adventure date with you. She is different, she is not girly, but everything she does, she puts everything into it, and that’s what makes her special.

I, Me & Myself....!!

">>> Nothing zz much sexier than self-confidence <<<"

">>>I laugh,,I love,,I hope,,I try,,I hurt,,I need,,I fear,,I cry,,but the thing I do everyday is just be myself and know the rest will fall in place<<<"

">>>I don't have an attitude problem,,You have a perception problem<<<"
...
">>>Never allow someone 2 b ur priority,,while allowing yourself to b there option<<<"

">>>No boy should ever forget that he doesn`t need someone,,who doesn`t need him<<<"

">>>If u leave widout a reason,,plz don come bck wid an xcuse<<<"

">>>If you can't sleep,,then get up and do something instead of lying there worrying..It's the worry that gets you,.not the lack of sleep<<<"

">>>The past is never dead, it is not even past<<<"

">>>I m mature enough 2 4gve u,,bt nt dumb 2 trust u agn<<<"

">>>The best gift you will ever give yourself is to live fully in the Present<<<"

">>>Learn to appreciate what you HAVE...Before time forces ew to appreciate what ew HAD<<<"

">>>I don`t want to be your "favorite" or your "best"..I want to be your "only",,and f*ck the rest<<<

From the day i.....

From the day i have seen u,
I was still a stranger to u.
From the day i have met u,
I was hoping to be friends with u.
From the day i became friends with u,
I know something was special about you.
From the day i get to know u,
I think i was little bit falling for u.
From the day i know that i can't have u,
I started to create a distance between me & u.
From the day i was seperated from u,
I know that was the day i felt like i m gonna loose u.
At last from the day again i met u,
In that moment i know i m never again going to loose u......!!
Because now i know that from all my heart & soul  - "I LOVE U"❤️

Quotes...

“To Achieve something in life u also have to leave something behind but if acheiving is that much
important to u so better make sure that its worth more than that something which u are abt to leave
in this process Becoz if it isn`t worth it.... even if u acheive everything in life u will be still a looser.....”


“If u are unable to move on with something &.. having bad dreams about it... its better to let it go
becoz after sometime these feelings will destroy u & laugh at our back  for the weakness that is in ur
heart...”


“If a person trust u never let that person go away becoz trusting someone is easy but  getting
someone to trust u is very difficult.. & loosing Someone`s Trust is very easy....”


“Love has become very strange ... if someone loves u they think they own u  & can direct  ur life in
whatever direction they want to  but they forgot to notice one thing that you love them so much
that u r most likely to do everything they ask u to do  even if its life changing .....”


“Everything in life starts with a scope that someday  that thing has to end so has to make space for
new things to happen whether u like it or not but its imp for maintaining balance in life Becoz if
there will be many things happening in ur life at a time u will never be able to hand all & life will be
as hell as it can get....”

Bad Habits

I have this bad habit of
getting close to people and thinking
that they r always going to be
by my side; but eventually they
always leave.

I have this bad habit of
loving people a little too much, when
they don't even love me back,
and when they leave me my heart
feels like someone threw it
from the sky

I have this bad habit of
caring for people, when they don't even care
about me at all. Perhaps, if they
saw through my eyes they'll see the
scars I have deep down inside.

I m tired. I'm tired. I'm tired.
I wish feelings didn't exist.
why do feelings exist anyways?
I always fall for everything and let
it destroy me. It's my fault after all,
but I still have hope that one day I find
a person that shares the same bad habits as me.